Neglected

Time passes by
As tears I alone cry
Feeling sorrow deep
Sensations I seem to keep
Alone in my darkness I wallow
With words of yesterday hard to swallow
Wondering what I did wrong
Why can’t I be strong
The pain inside creeps slow
As these tears continue to flow
Feeling neglected in everyway
Will love ever be mine to stay
Needing to know he cares
No feeling he ever shares
Am I lost in a world so dark
Without love giving any spark
Why must I cry in the night
Pleading for arms to hold me tight
Must I wallow in this loneliness
Begging for any kind of closeness
Alone in my sadness I weep
Bitterness down inside so deep
Wanting to feel alive and free
Yet neglect is all I see
Why must I shed another tear
As time passes from day to year
Leaving me in isolation
Could this be my only destination
To feel unloved and unneeded in everyway
Neglected is what I feel each day
Wake me from this darkened state
Show me the life upon which I can’t wait
Give me peace and love to feel
Yet neglect is all so real
Crying these tears that won’t stop
My pillow catches ever drop
In this bed of loneliness I stay
As I beg for love to take me away