Will You Ever Understand

I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are,
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find:
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give,
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person,
and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.

Dream of Someone Like You

I used to dream of someone like you,
To hold me tight and see me through,
To love my eyes and love my smile,
And when I'm scared stay with me a while, But now I've got you I don’t know what to do, It's amazing this feeling I have for you, When I look at you my heart melts to the floor, Everyday I love you more and more, When life gets me down your always there, A good heart like yours is very rare, You’re my world you’re my universe my star, I would never change a thing that you are, All my worries and problems disappear, When you hold me in your arms I have no fear, The only fear I have that’s true, Is living my life without someone like you.

Your handsome face

I sit here in the night staring into the heavens above. Wondering if Im lucky enough to be given your love. I want to share my world with you, All the smiles and all the tears. I want to learn to trust again; Something I havent done in years. You are very special to me, You have kindled something new. I want to feel loved in my life, I want to be with you. While we are separated by many hours. Continuous thoughts of you my mind slowly devours. I long to be in your loving embrace. So I can admire your handsome face.

Words

The words "I miss you" can not display
The depths of how I care.

The words "I want you" do not betray
The extent of what I dare.

The words "I need you" can not convey
The extent of my prayer.

The words "I love you" do not portray
The heights of my err.

Crush Into Love

The first time I saw you,
I knew you were the one.
There was no question in my mind,
that we would have so much fun.

There was just something about you,
that I've never found before.
And now that we're good friends,
I find myself wanting more.

I never thought it would possible,
to again care for one so much.
But everyday that passes,
I long to feel your touch.

To look into your eyes,
would make my day complete,
cause every time you look at me,
my heart just skips a beat.

Everything I'd wished for,
every dream I'd hope come true,
I never thought would happen,
until the day that I saw you.

I know that your not ready,
for the kind of commitment that I am,
but for you I'd wait forever,
there's nothing I can't stand.

Although it hurts to know,
that you don't feel the same as me,
hopefully one day you'll realize,
one day you'll wake up and see.

Neglected

Time passes by
As tears I alone cry
Feeling sorrow deep
Sensations I seem to keep
Alone in my darkness I wallow
With words of yesterday hard to swallow
Wondering what I did wrong
Why can’t I be strong
The pain inside creeps slow
As these tears continue to flow
Feeling neglected in everyway
Will love ever be mine to stay
Needing to know he cares
No feeling he ever shares
Am I lost in a world so dark
Without love giving any spark
Why must I cry in the night
Pleading for arms to hold me tight
Must I wallow in this loneliness
Begging for any kind of closeness
Alone in my sadness I weep
Bitterness down inside so deep
Wanting to feel alive and free
Yet neglect is all I see
Why must I shed another tear
As time passes from day to year
Leaving me in isolation
Could this be my only destination
To feel unloved and unneeded in everyway
Neglected is what I feel each day
Wake me from this darkened state
Show me the life upon which I can’t wait
Give me peace and love to feel
Yet neglect is all so real
Crying these tears that won’t stop
My pillow catches ever drop
In this bed of loneliness I stay
As I beg for love to take me away

Locked in a jar

Does the one who loves you know who you are? She needs a real man not just a facade. Don't keep your heart locked away in a jar. Not being open she'll think you're a fraud. She longs to share every part of herself. She needs a real man not just a facade. Your heart is out of reach on that old shelf. Where she can see it but it's out of reach. She longs to share every part of herself. But you hold onto her just like a leach. In the glass jar it looks so very clear. Where she can see it but it's out of reach. If you open it what is there to fear? Are there dark spots you don't want her to see? In the glass jar it looks so very clear. Is it that you're afraid that she will flee? Why won't you reveal every part of you? Are there dark spots you don't want her to see? There are some good men, be one of the few. It's time to reveal every part of you. Help the one who loves you, know who you are. Don't keep your heart locked away in a jar.